5/30/2013
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o things are
still awkward between me and Touji, I’m trying to make things better but there
is only so much I can do you know? Like I’m not going to go and beg him to
forgive me. I hate myself for looking that weak though… it’s annoying to think
that they all think I’m still a little kid when I don’t think I am, I haven’t
been treated like a child in a long while and I guess I forgot what that was
like… you know I’m starting to think I’m the one with the problem.. Not them.
And that’s scary because I don’t know many people that can admit that.
On the other hand, I’m going to
a wedding on 6/2/2013… again to be honest I really don’t want to go because idk
if I would know anyone there so it’s like… 0__0! But we’ll see what goes down.
On top of that I have no idea what to wear to this thing. I mean papa is telling
me to wear one thing and Nanaji is telling me to wear something else. I typed
that sentence without looking at the computer or keyboard lol.. I feel special
lol.
The Wi-Fi is still out and I
don’t know what to do with myself. Shows a lot about me I guess. I don’t even…
I can’t even…lol. And yes, if you are wondering, that is one of the reasons for
this entry lol. My stomach is starting to hurt again and its driving me insane,
like to the point where I already tried to upchuck all the food I ate but it
didn’t work… on the plus side everything felt okay at the back of my throat
-__-#. Aaannndd now the power is out, hopefully the inverter (mini
generator) doesn’t run out like It did 3 years ago.. that was a pain in the ass
but I delta with it the best I could, by making sure everyone else was okay..
and on that note, I shall sign off J.
